waiting for that time

urgh it sucks when the internet is down.. especially when you get disconnected a lot.. and you tend to get high blood just to relog in again and again.. well, that happened tonight.. i was online with Mr. 37 about an hour ago.. and i kept on getting disconnecting.. and i kept missing a few of his texts.. and that angers me a lot.. its getting pretty annoying to get disconnected a number of times..

so anyway, he said "mummy, we go otp tonight? there's something i need to tell you". so i was like uh-oh.. is there something bad coming out of our conversation tonight? i so do not know what to expect of it.. i hope nothing bad will go on.. well, i'll just have to wait and see then..

God! midnight is a few hours away.. i'm getting impatient waiting for that time.. urgh.. i just wanna know what he's gonna say.. i hate being left guessing.. it sucks.. =S