Sometimes I don't know what to do
cause I'm always thinking about you
all the times we had together
I hope they last forever
and every single word you ever said
goes round and round inside my head
just promise me that you'll be true
and I'll go crazy over you

[chorus]
Say everything is fine.
Don't let me waste my time
your eyes will always shine
forever lost in mine
lost in mine

I'm so caught up in yesterday
I run out of things to say
the only thing that I can't see is life without you
here with me I hope you'll call me on the phone
cause I don't want to be alone
somehow you make this all ok
and all my problems go away

[chorus]

so i'll just keep it all inside
coz i'm just the type og gal
you're everything i want thats why
i never want to say goodbye

[chorus]

its all over

cant believe the day would come that we have to part ways.. why should it come.. i didnt expect it to be so soon.. owh god please don't let it end.. at exactly 15.00 hours, we part ways.. only leaving me behind.. i cant believe it.. i dont wanna believe it.. how could you just ask me to forget you? how could you just ask me to live back my normal life? i cant! i just cant! your existance changed me fully.. my world changed knowing a person like you existed.. i know i cant move on without you being with me.. but of all things.. parting with you hurts.. emptiness surrounds me knowing you wont be there for me anymore.. you will always be my missing piece of the puzzle.. my guardian angel.. ='( hoping that one day you will come back into my life.. i'll be waiting till then.. *sobs*

without you

without you my life would be dull
without you my life would be empty
without you my life would be still
without you my life would be lonely

its past midnight and I'm here without you.. its getting pretty lonesome.. its quiet.. just wishing i could hear you once more.. that would mean the world to me.. i know you're busy with the open house thing.. but if only i could be with you now.. if only i could talk to you.. if only i could hear you.. that would mean the world to me.. I'm missing you.. always have and always been..

a twist of bad news

OMG!! bad news really did happen.. he twisted his knee.. again.. his ligaments were torn last year during a bad footie match.. ouch! and now he twisted it again during his jog early morning..

"me te twist my knee lagi tadi.. ingat masa me cakap me kan jogging pagi? iatah time atu.. me tadi jog sudah 8 round.. and then me rasa me dapat cope lagi another round.. tapi masa me jog atu, my kaki collapsed.. yatah kata doktor daddy should bawa relax dulu and do less sports or else if ligaments daddy atu kuyak lagi terpaksa operation.. yatah tadi kana urut saja kana cast" said Mr. 37

please god, get him better ASAP.. i don't want him to suffer from his knee injury.. =S get better soon daddy.. <3

waiting for that time

urgh it sucks when the internet is down.. especially when you get disconnected a lot.. and you tend to get high blood just to relog in again and again.. well, that happened tonight.. i was online with Mr. 37 about an hour ago.. and i kept on getting disconnecting.. and i kept missing a few of his texts.. and that angers me a lot.. its getting pretty annoying to get disconnected a number of times..

so anyway, he said "mummy, we go otp tonight? there's something i need to tell you". so i was like uh-oh.. is there something bad coming out of our conversation tonight? i so do not know what to expect of it.. i hope nothing bad will go on.. well, i'll just have to wait and see then..

God! midnight is a few hours away.. i'm getting impatient waiting for that time.. urgh.. i just wanna know what he's gonna say.. i hate being left guessing.. it sucks.. =S

that night

that night, this happened.. and i glad it did.. X)

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new song new album

another new beginning in our life.. another new chapter yet to be unfold.. a new song creates new stories.. a new album.. creates another new life beginning..

this is a story of two friends.. who fell for one another.. it was not planned.. nor was it expected.. it just happens.. that's how we grew closer and still growing.. living life as it is.. to the fullest.. making most of our time, to hope for the better end.. not forgetting who we truly are.. not forgetting those we are close with.. we are what we are.. we are not just merely friends.. we are each others miracle..

ratu13, "you were my miracle waiting to happen"

this is our song.. this is our story.. this is our album.. this is our beginning.. life is too unpredictable to predict.. even in the midst of darkness, you shine through to the night.. you bring light into my life.. you are my miracle..